Hold up... texting the love of my life
[Man, I love being so poetic, nyahaha]

Wow, all this poetic texting is convincing me into dedicating an entire deviation to him. I know that sounds stupid, but you have to understand how I feel about this amazing, amazing boy.

Sometimes, I wish things were easy to explain... but in the most sincere way possible. But I think that's one of the cool things in life, is not having a for sure way to express emotions and feelings. That's what keeps us striving to be better, to learn more, to excel.
Heck, it's what keeps ME going.

So, more updates... that's what I said I would do in my last journal entry.

I have a new debit card too! Just got it today in the mail.
Instead of going to Youth Conference, I went up and did an over-nighter with my boyfriend and his family up at their cabin I got to drive a huge ATV! It was super fun!

And for those of you who have perverted minds, no, I did NOT sleep with my boyfriend. He had to sleep on the couch downstairs because there were no more beds in the house. I slept with his older sister upstairs. And by slept, I do NOT mean sex. Obviously... If you're THAT perverted, get out of my life. I don't need you.

Hm... more updates... Oh! If you are wondering as to why I'd rather go spend the night with my boyfriend's family rather than have an amazingly fun spiritual experience, honestly.... I just didn't want to go.
It's strange; every year I've always been super excited to go to Youth Conference. But this year it was different.

See? That's the affect Ben has on me and my life. It's not a bad affect, no, I'd go to his cabin with him over Youth Conference all the time.
**God, please don't smite me**

Benjamin has changed my life for the better. He has made me a stronger person. He makes me so inexplicably happy.

Haha, back in March, I failed to mention that I snuck out at 2:30am and stole my family van to go see a douche bag who tricked me into thinking he was going to commit suicide.
I grounded myself for 3 days. =[
It was 1 of 2 of the stupidest things I have ever done in my life and the first thing I'm changing when they invent time machines.

Hm... wow I'm totally A.D.D. I can't focus haha. Well I'm super tired, but I'm determined to update you all as much as possible without giving you the opportunity to stalk me.

Oh, I have my drivers' license, and of course I'm not allowed to drive anyone that's not family and over 18 for 6 months... BUT I DO ANYWAYS! Muaha!

Well, because 2 years ago, someone thought I was 23yrs old. [Which is obviously untrue, otherwise Ben wouldn't be my boyfriend, he'd be my husband ] So I joked with my friends who were paranoid about us getting pulled over: "Look, two years ago I was thought to be twenty-three, that makes me ... twenty-five now? Calm down!"
Haha, it's true, is it not? *smart smirk*

I tried to dye my hair a deep purple back in June, to no avail. I mean, you could tell it was a purple-ish color in the sunlight, but other than that, my hair looked black haha. It washed out with the first shower and completely F-R-I-E-D my hair! I was sooo pissed. Grawr.

I saw my first Drive-In movie with Ben, we watched the movies "Iron Man" and "Drillbit Taylor" good movies. "Iron Man" is absolutely phenomenal. Ben loved it so much that just a couple weeks ago I bought him an "Iron Man" poster.

I saw Dark Knight with him too, and WALL-E. I do almost everything with him. =] He's usually my first priority with everuything. After work, I text/call him and usually end up at his house playing with his sister Sarah and laughing at Ben's irritation towards his sister.

I went tubing down the Weber River a couple weeks ago. Oh my LANTA! It was crazy! I got all cut up, smacked with huge logs and scratched by twigs. I ran into a fallen tree and my tube popped. So I was clinging onto that tree for dear life, because the current was trying to drag me under. It was nooo bueno. *laughs*
Ben was a super sweetheart [as always] and let me sit on his tube the rest of the way while he pushed me. But then he got tired and hurt a lot, so we got out and walked the rest of the way [we were with 4 other people]. He held my hand

Ooh! My favorite song! "Love Addict" by Family Force Five. If you haven't heard it, I suggest you go listen to it right now.

I know it says that I'm listening to ""What's This?" -- Fall Out Boy" but do you really expect me to keep repeating that song as I'm typing this extraordinarily long jounral entry?
Didn't think so...

So I'm pretty much done here. My back hurts and I'm dead tired.
I'll be back to update soon